THE FEELING OF FINALLY FEELING WHAT IT FEELS TO BE A GROWN UP

I've been working for almost 5 months now, I mean real works which actually pay the bills, and so far I'm loving my works, at least for now.  Well, it involves shift working hours and once a week off-day and I'm totally fine with that, why, well...

1. Used to shift working hours since I worked in a fast food restaurant before
2. No need to wake up as early as 7am, since my morning shift starts at 10am
3. I prefer going out with my bf on weekdays since less crowds in the mall or a the cinema

And I forgot to tell what actually I'm doing for a living, well, I'm a Nutritionist and GNC LiveWell, the retail shop that sells health and sports supplement :)

Having a steady job means that commitments is more for me, both work and family commitment. Since my second salary, I start to pay for the car, internet bills, etc. that cost me around 1k/month. But I don't really mind because that's what grown ups do. 

But what bothers me so much is the how I'm gonna get married part. Since my sister is married and lives with us, it terrifies me. The pressure is at a whole new level, until right now I plan not to get married and just take care of my niece until I die, at least for now. And one other things that really makes me go URGGHHH is whenever le mom mad at bro-in-law, she's gonna get mad at me, and i don't like it. For god sake, I just want a calm and peaceful holiday. This is why I prefer to go out ad hangout with my friends during my offday. 

Being a grown-up as a single lady is awesome, but the idea of being a grown-up as married person.... na, not for now.